Left behind

Just something I wrote, I am feeling a bit down and left behind by people who claim to be friends. I find writing helps when I don't have any other way of getting out what I feel. It's also another distraction for my self harming.(I am almost 4 months clean). If you like this let me know and I will post more up as I do them. Thanks for reading.

I’ve been that girl

Always picked last

Never good enough 

Spotlight never on my face

Told me my dreams won’t come to life

Coz you don’t deserve the best alright 

Treated like dirt, the blood upon my face 

I’ve walked away to save grace

Always trying to win the race 

Spend hours on her face 

But the reflections don’t hide the pain 

Coz I’m never gonna be the girl with supermodel status 

 Just the a warrior with a scar

Who you belittle from afar 

I’m Stronger than any of you 

Coz I’ve got a battle I’m fighting too 

Never looks in a mirror coz she’s scared of what she’ll see

Hides her scars under her sleeves 

Whilst remembering to breathe 

Coz tonight might be her last 

This battle she cannot win 

Her army all dead and bleedin 

Kati Morton

Hey

Today's post is all about a Youtube star I have followed for a long time. She's from the USA and has a mental health channel. Kati Morton is a Therapist and posts videos with advice and things to help us with Mental Health conditions. She also does a weekly YouNow where she goes live and does a chat and giveaways. 

Kati Morton's Youtube channel

Kati also runs a website where you can go and chat to other Kinions. And find links to Kati's video's and advice. Here is the link to Kati's website

Kati also has a patreon account which helps her be able to make the videos and the content needed to do videos. Being a Kinion also has benefits, You get entered into giveaways and a raffle. And you also get extra video content and Kati personally answers questions from her patreon members too. And you also get a mention on the videos on youtube. Kati Morton's Patreon 

You can also contact Kati on her twitter @Katimorton and over on facebook too under the same name.

Kati cannot always reply to you straight away so if you or someone you know is in crisis please contact the Samaritans or a doctor as soon as possible.